Third and Final

I didn't really know how I was going to feel about this pregnancy and it being our last before I got pregnant. I thought that I might feel sad or feel like I wasn't really ready to be done. But it is totally safe to say that I feel 100% happy and content with the fact that this is my last pregnancy and last baby. I'm sure the bad morning sickness has a lot to do with the fact that I'm totally okay with being done. And also being pregnant and trying to take care of these 2 little monsters probably has a lot to do with it as well. I look at how hard I work daily on trying to provide everything I need for them on a daily basis from meals to play, not to mention trying to keep up with all the house work. I'm exhausted, I feel crazy for even doing this at times. Like what in the heck was I thinking getting pregnant again this soon, maybe we should have waited? Well we didn't and don't get me wrong. We are very excited and happy to be welcoming another baby into our home, no doubt. I just feel a bit overwhelmed and it is even harder without any family or friends around. Like today, I'm feeling extremely exhausted and grumpy. These are the days I wish I had someone to drop the kids off with so I could have some me time and catch up on some sleep. So here's to the next 30 weeks, and me being the person who loves being pregnant already wishing them away, so I can be done being pregnant and holding my new precious baby.